♥ Wednesday, November 04, 2009
It was scary. My whole mind just spun like crazy last night.
Everything was topsy turvy.
Im still getting it right now. it sucks
Please go away dizziness.
Love, Allicia 11/04/2009 06:38:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, November 03, 2009
I shouldnt have behaved that way, like a spoilt brat.
I should have been more appreciative.
I'm sorry.
Love, Allicia 11/03/2009 10:28:00 PM
♥ Monday, November 02, 2009
"Music is a higher revelation than all wisdom and philosophy."Ludwig van Beethoven
Love, Allicia 11/02/2009 02:32:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, October 28, 2009
My lovely arowana died today.
I'm having mixed feelings about it. Its brother just died last week, and it died this week. I dunno, is there a link? I used to be sad when my fishes die. Can you imagine, you feed them everyday, see them, say hi and bye to them when you leave the house, and one day they just disappear from your life? My fish pet was a fish. Strangely enough, it was my mum who encouraged me to keep a pet. I recalled vividly about my small cute goldfish, the tigerstriped fish, and the many fishes i kept before. Rowan(thats what i call my arowana) was a poor soul. He was seperated from his brother for almost a year, he had an accident which caused him to be blind, he had no friends in his aquarium. Its making me teary right now.
This post is solely dedicated to my lovely fish. I dun want to post a bad picture of him. I wonder if fishes go to heaven? I love him always.
Love, Allicia 10/28/2009 10:12:00 PM
♥ Saturday, October 24, 2009
AHH, I really dunno whats wrong with me. I was really disappointed today, with myself during lesson. I dun see a reason why I played like crap, and I forget everything. Its as if my soul just flew away during lesson and my mind wandered off. I stopped lessons from today onwards till As are over. I wonder how I will performed after one month. 5 days of non cello days nearly killed me this week. I felt unfamiliar, strange, weird to holding the bow, the strings and everything. I dunno what am I typing, just blabbering rubbish I guess.
Anyone wants to go destress with me?!
Well, Mark is darn cute. Hes like the cutest guy I ever met in my whole entire life. Just that his hands are difficult to hold. At least he makes my day happy(:
off studying.
Love, Allicia 10/24/2009 06:59:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, October 20, 2009
天气：晴朗。
可是我的心情跟今天的天气很不一样。
心里怪怪的，心情好像五味参杂。
昨晚，读了一篇关于梦的文章。
对我而言，梦的确很重要。
没有了梦，就好比没有希望，没有理想。
虽然是有点老套的想法，但，我相信每个人的心里总有一个渴望的梦。
我的梦，离现实有点太遥远了吧。
想一套，却做一套。
我想，我不是忧愁，而是失望吧。
还是别发白日梦了，赶快温习。。。
Love, Allicia 10/20/2009 01:30:00 PM
♥ Monday, October 19, 2009
我真的不明白为什么人与人之间要隐瞒东西。
隐瞒着对方，真的是为了他们的好吗?
有没有想过，如果对方知道了真相，后果会是怎样呢？
我不怪你。
我只是觉得自己太失败了。
连自己的心情都无法表达出来。
我到底该怎么做才好?亲爱的上帝，请教教我吧。在迷雾时，在我感到失望时，做我的灯塔来指引我。
Love, Allicia 10/19/2009 06:22:00 PM
